Finally

For those have missed me..lol..i'm back online!! Well, i just wanted to let you all know i was back! I'll have alot to post later, i gotta run, we gotta go to football and cheerleading practice!!
Talk at ya later!!
Chunky Butt

STAY

This is my FAVORITE song! It's called STAY and it's by Sugarland! If you read it, it makes perfect sense..lol

I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you'll get it and be gone
And I'll be crying
And I'll be begging you, babyBeg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting
With my Heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years
And I think I'm dying
What so I have to do to make you see
She can't love you like me
Why don't you stayI'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay
You keep telling me, baby
There will come a time
When you will leave her arms
And forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting
It's too much pain to have to bare
To love a man you have to share
Why don't you stayI'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this wayBaby, why don't you stayI can't take it any longer
But my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute
After all that I've put in it
I've given you my best
Why does she get the best of you
So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine
Why don't you stay
I'm up off my kneesI'm so tired of being lonely
You can't give me what I needWhen she begs you not to go
There is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay, yeah

Long Overdue!!

I'm alive!! I plan on blogging later on tonight or tomorrow about my day!! It wasn't fun at all!! I actually have a few things i wanna blog about!! Here are the things i do wanna blog about. Therefore, the next blog may be really long! It depends on if i decide to type it all at once or in separate blogs! We'll see!!
1.) My car (remember my nephew wrecked it)
2.) I learned i had been back stabbed by a very close friend
3.) My day today (what happened to me today)
That's really the important things I wanna blog about! Like i said, it will be later on tonight or maybe tomorrow. I'm hoping I can blog tonight on at least one of those things! I have to run the rest of my errands ( I had to come home, so i could get my kids off the bus) and i want to be back home before Big Brother comes on tonight! Well, I'm off to run my errands! Have a good rest of the day!
~Wendy Lynn~

Just so ya know

Just so ya know, the post that are dated for today came from my myspace blog and i wanted to put them on here to share with you all!! Some of them are funny, heart felt, and/or just plain right good!
I'm doing good I just wanted to let you all know that, so you wasn't like oh lord, she was really bored..lol..i hope you all have a good rest of the week and a good weekend!!

In case you were wondering....

I'm alive!! There has been so much drama going on around here lately, i really don't know where to begin!! I really wish people would mind their own business and worry about their own lives and stay out of mine!! I'll try to sit down later and fill you in on all the info, it's just been so CRAZY around here lately. I barely have enough time to think straight!!
I just wanted to let you all know that and I hope you have a better day than I'm having!!
~Wendy Lynn~

YEA BABY...

What am I gonna do? Ickey's gone out of town for the weekend and the kids are gone!! Whoo Hoooo I'm gonna be all by myself..yea baby!! I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!! I know i sure will..lol

Wendy's World

I'm alive!! I've just been trying to get over the sickness we all had!! I still have sinus trouble, but other than that we all are good!!
I just wanted to let you know that I'm alive! I promise to blog more later! I have alot of things to tell..lol

Wendy's World

Hey everyone!
There's really not alot been going on in Wendy's world! I've just been busy doing laundry and cleaning up the house! Also, we've had Basketball practice twice this week, so that took a couple of hours at night! Steven's first Basketball game is this Saturday. I'm so excited to see him play!! Wish him and his team lots of luck!!
I've been feeling kinda sick, my nose is running like water and I've had a dry cough. Uhhh it's driving me crazy, i woke up a few times last night coughing, so please pray for me and my ugly cough!
I hope everyone is doing alright. I just wanted to let you all know everything is good here and nothing much has been going on in Wendy's world!! I'll be able to blog more tomorrow and Saturday!!
It's really cold outside, so i'm going to bed to cuddle with my snuggle bunny! :-}
~Wendy Lynn~

I'm happier than a tornado in a trailer park!!!!!

I'm so happy right now!!! I have my niece's and nephew up here spending the night!!!! I haven't seen them in over a month!! They got here kinda late, so i'm gonna do all kids of things with them tomorrow!! I'm VERY thankful that Lena let me come and get them and let them spend the night! They mean alot to me, just as much as my own two kids do!! I love them as if they was my kids!! Hopefully, me and Lena can get our relationship back to the way it use to be! I miss her, too!! She was my BEST FRIEND/ SISTER! We had a miscommunication and we haven't spoke in over a month!! I'm ready to set all that aside and forget about it, just as long as i can have them all back in my life!! In the month that we haven't talked or seen each other i have felt so alone! You would have to know just how close we was to understand what i mean!! Yes, we may fight and argue, but i love her and those kids no matter what, they are ALL a BIG part of my life!! I miss that and want all that back!!Anyways, i just wanted to let you all know just how happy i was!! I will blog tomorrow on how our anniversary went!!
Have a good week!
Love to you all :-}
~Wendy Lynn~

It's a miracle

I can't believe it, i was in bed and asleep before midnight..Whoo Hooo!!
I only woke up once and that was because my shoulder was hurting! I think i was sleeping on it the wrong way :-}
I hope i can continue to do that!!

Happy 7th Anniversary Ickey!
I love you and hope we can have many, many more Anniversary's together!!

~Wendy Lynn~

Can you believe it??

I'm so happy!! I can't believe that last night i was so sleepy! I actually went to bed before 3am!! I was on my computer and my eyes were getting heavy, so i decided to lay down! How about i feel asleep, it was about 11 when i laid down!! I only woke up once and that was because i had to use the bathroom and my back was hurting, so i took some medicine and laid back down and fell right back asleep!! Whoo Hooo!!
I actually didn't hear anything till this morning when the kids got me up!! I couldn't believe it!!
I just hope and pray that i can continue to go to bed and sleep like that!! I didn't even lay back down when the kids left this morning and i don't feel sleepy at all!! Whoo Hooo
I will be going and buying me a box fan tonight! Hopefully, that will help with my hearing things and my night sweats!!
I feel refreshed since i was able to actually get somewhat of a good night sleep!! I hope i haven't spoke to soon, to where i won't be able to sleep tonight!!
Pray that I'll continue getting somewhat of a good nights sleep!!
Thanks for the suggestions and ideas!!

~Wendy Lynn~

What am i going to do with him?

I don't know what his problem was today! Steven came home from school with a note from his teacher, he was SUPER bad today! The note said he was disruptive, talking out loud, and screaming in the hallway after he had been warned to stop. She gave him 30 minutes of ISS and write offs. She sent the write offs home for him to do! I don't know what got into him today, but i do know he is grounded for a while!! I will NOT tolerate him acting like that at school, he's not going to disrespect me or anyone else for that matter!!
He didn't have a reason as to why he acted that way today! All he could say was i don't know Moma, so i told him since he didn't know, he was grounded and could go to his room and sit there looking at the walls, until he figured out why he acted that way! I also had him to write his teacher an apology letter for his behavior! He wasn't happy about that, but i don't care, he's not going to act like that at school, home, or any where for that matter.
Normally he has good behavior, maybe every once in a while he might come home with a note saying he was talking or acting silly, like dancing in the hallway!
I'm VERY upset with him right now!! He KNOWS BETTER and when his daddy gets here, he'll be in more trouble! He will learn that we aren't gonna tolerate him acting act or misbehaving while he's at school! What am i going to do with him?

Whooo Hoooo what a day so far!

Hey..Oh my, What a day it has been and it's not even over yet!

First off, i like to never went to sleep last night due to my back and i heard stuff all night long! I knew i had to go to bed because i had an appointment this morning that i couldn't miss! It was after 3am before i ever went to sleep!
I heard the clock going off at 5:30 this morning, so i said just let me sleep another 30 minutes..lol..Amber came in here at almost 6 asking me to cut her pants..(she's short, so we cut them off, so there not so long) I tell her yea. Anyways, i get them on the bus and i start getting ready to go cause i have to be there at 8:15. I leave here at 7:45 going to Springfield. I had to go to DHS to renew my kids tenncare, so i knew to get there a few minutes early! I get there at 8:05 for the women to tell me that the lady that's gonna review my case has called out sick! Oh i was MAD. I said to myself, you mean i didn't get any sleep last night and i get up, get ready, and come all the way here for you to tell my the lady called out sick! I ask her when did she expect her back in, she says " i have no idea, she called out yesterday, too" Come on people, if she called out sick yesterday, then why didn't you cal her appointments for today and reschedule them, just in case she was still sick! She tells me if i leave all my papers, she will get them to her when she comes back in and for me to call her tomorrow, if she hadn't called me! I was super MAD at this point. I would've slept longer..lol *cusses under breath*

After i leave there, I head down to my Mom's, she called me before i left and ask me would i take her to the bank and store, so i head her way! I get down to Mom's and we live to do her errands. We had stopped by my granny's and talk to my uncle for a bit. Longer than we both thought! I still had to take her to the family dollar and it was 12, so i take her to do all that. I get her home at about 12:30. I help her put her things away and tell her i gotta go cause i have to get Steven from school by 2 because he had to go see his counselor for the last time due to what happened over the summer! I ended up not leaving Mom's until 1.
Then i got all pissy cause i got behind a lady that was going granny slow! The speed limit was 55 and she was doing 45. Come on people, if the speed limit sign says 55, that means do 55..duuhhhhhh!!

I get home at 1:45, so i have 15 minutes before i had to leave again to pick Steven and Amber up from school! I just wanted to scream..lol..anytime i have to get them early i always call the school and ask them to have them in the office waiting. We live like 3 minutes from the school. I do that because i went to get them out once before for Steven's appointment and it took them 10 minutes to get them, so i learned to call ahead..lol..i pick 'em up and head back to Springfield, he's appointment was for 2:45, so i said good deal it's 2:15 we have 30 minutes to get there, we'll make it, it only take 15 minutes (if that) to get to Springfield from Orlinda. I'll be dog gone if we didn't get behind another granny driver. Again, they was going 30 in a 45, i was like go on, you could at least do the speed limit!! Then when it hits 55, they move up to 45, so when i got the dotted line i went around, then i ended up hitting a school zone. That's the longest school zone I've ever been through in my life, it was almost 2 miles long and the speed limit in the school zone is 15, it use to be 20. It seemed like it took 4-ever to get through it, but we did..lol..We ended up not getting to his counselor till 3, so i told her i was sorry, but i got behind some granny and then hit the 2 mile school zone!

She informed me that today was our last visit! I was like whoo hoo! It's become a hassle to have to get him out early every week, twice a week! The schools aren't nothing like Nashville schools, at least their school isn't. They had called me and said why is he getting out early every week, twice a week, so i had to explain to them why. Do you know they made me get a letter from his counselor stating that he seen her every week, twice a week! They was on my ass about it until i got the letter. They was on me about both the kids because most of the time when i got him, i had to get her cause i had no one to get her off the bus. There was a few times she got off at my sis-n-law's. It was awful, but thankfully we are done with it and now i don't have to get him early, unless he has a doctor appointment! I still have to get her early or she is late because she has to go get her allergy injections once a week, but i always try to do the 8:15 appointment for her shit and just take her in late! I had to get proof of that, too.
I'm tell ya that school is CRAZY, I've never had to do that or even have that much trouble getting my kids out early or taking them in late!

Anyways, I'm pooped! Today has really wore me out and they day isn't over yet!! I have to go back out in a little while to run a few more errands. All i really wanna do is crawl in the bed..lol..i should be ready to crash early tonight. Then again, since that happened with our cars, I hear stuff all night long! I woke Ickey up 3 times last night to go look out and see if he seen anything. One time i woke him up and told him i thought i seen someone in his truck and all it was , was his CD case that he had stuck up behind the seat. He never does that, so it freaked me out!

Oh one more thing before i go, When we came in from Steven's appointment, I walked to the mailbox to get the mail, There was a letter and pictures in there of Taylor. Sarah sent us some pics of her! I was standing in the yard looking at the pictures crying my eyes out. The kids was saying "Moma what's wrong, what is it". I finally was able to say "Sarah sent us some pictures of Taylor". I don't know which one of them tried to knock me down first! Steven was saying "she's my sister let me see first" and Amber was saying "she's my sister, too, so let me see". I told them both to move out of my way and let me get the door open and then they could look together!! Then, they wanted to argue over who was getting what. I said ain't neither one of ya getting nothing..lol..Steven ended up with the bookmark and Amber got a wallet. She had sent 5 wallets, 3 was of one pose, 2 was of another pose, and the bookmark!! We all was SUPER excited, we haven't seen her since she was 18 months old! I called and told Ickey and you could hear the excitement in his voice!! That had made my day!! She's so BEAUTIFUL and looks like Steven. I'm gonna hook my printer up, when i get back and scan them, so i will post them on my myspace later on tonight! Be watching if you wanna see just how BEAUTIFUL she is!!!!!

OK, that's my day as of now! Out of all the bad things today (appointment this morning and the granny drivers) the pictures just made up for it all!!
I have to get going, i feel like i got tons of things of things to do!
Have a good night and be on the look out for the pics of Taylor later on tonight!!

~Wendy Lynn~